酸葡萄蛋糕人

人家說 cleanse 剛開始會覺得不舒服﹐因為 toxic 跑出來﹐

那我幾天沒見你後﹐心裡開始浮現怒氣是怎樣﹗

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和我以前不同的地方是﹕

我了解自己是 lonely 而不是 lusty

I seel lust to fulfill the emptiness frolineliness, so as a result, i ended up

feeling hurt and even lonelier.

所以才會想和月亮人接近﹐or any other person that shows interest.

It's not that I'm cheap or that i'm cheap because of 本身沒優點

but that price is determined by suppy and demand, not quality of good itself.

My loneliness turns my demand for company perfectly inelastic:

I want you(這個 you 沒什麼特定人蛤) regardless of your price.

I want it regardless of the offered price.

難怪人說無慾則剛

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以前寫日記很理直氣壯﹐想到什麼就 PA 地寫出來

現在不知道幹嘛 “有苦說不出”﹐ 只一整個 transformer mode,

頂多看到別人的文字可拿來借用 --- 馬的那也不是我自己的字啊﹗

果然如 lakatos (暗﹐又是別人的文字﹗) 所說的﹕

"有些東西在血液中燃燒，是不可能長久忍住不迸發出來的"

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要開始想標題才好